And I love her...

Well…
Your hearts still beating;
Take a breathe.
You’ve held it in;
there’s nothing left.
That swell within
Is at it’s best.
It’s time for you to take a breathe.
If you choose to cry
it’s ok now.
Say many words,
Make all the sounds.
Curse those who’ll hear it
For worse or best
Then after pause
and take a breathe.
A moments courage;
Take a step.
Cause can’t no book
define my loss.
The pain, regret,
The awful thoughts.
My throat is closing;
[What a test…]
This melted pride
that I detest.
can’t hide from I
I do, attest
Now near the end
with careful steps.
I bend, i fold
I Take a breathe.
separation anxiety
what a mess.
fuck a foul
lets call a tech.
Who keeps this breathing shit in check?
”Please nah make you leff…”
”Gyal…” take a breathe.
Foreboding common office ceilings
The beeping’s distance
that awful feeling
As if your heart had got a piercing.
”Oh please; not yet…”
Take a breathe.

~~Ray Aquarius